what
is
wrong
with
ME
!?!?!?
i need someone to kill me
for who i am
and the way i am
all this was a call for attention
all because i wasn't taught about what to do
in life
the way YOU and every other person
would have wanted me to do
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Disgusted.
At my behavior at first.
But then at the "proper" behaviorisms portrayed by society.
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For every excuse you made
tell yourself you're wrong
because Jack says you're just a pussy (or chicken, w.e. noun you prefer. I just thought pussy is the best noun to articulate the mood I want to create. Even though it probably didn't work because it's just Jack. :-\).
^best advice in the world, believe me.
Just trust me.
I have reliable and justified sources.
You aren't allowed to know.
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I understand what a real friend is now
because some people don't give a shit if you need help.
They'll only help you when it doesn't feel morally correct not to.
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And some people don't understand life at all.
Go watch Fight Club.
Curse when YOU want to, not because someone else is doing it right in front of your face.
Read more.
I can't tell you what I read though.
Because it's forbidden by me (supposed to be everyone who knows, but it's leaked... well, that's how I know it, so maybe it was a good thing).
I come first.
The only other person before me is God.
He doesn't have to call it.
He's been there weaving this masterpiece in the first place.
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Ha, you can't pull it off.
It's because you're not real enough.
You're not real with your words, actions, and motives.
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You know what?
Throw away the be "yourself" garbage.
What's the difference between getting into fights and learning how to street fight?
You learn the same thing except getting into fights feels more natural.
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I just noticed.
Although I may deny it
we are close.
As close as two twins.
The "usual" identical mind ones.
Identical because I'm not talking about the shared experiences close.
We kind of overlap in some areas.
We don't complement each other.
Actually, sometimes we do.
is
wrong
with
ME
!?!?!?
i need someone to kill me
for who i am
and the way i am
all this was a call for attention
all because i wasn't taught about what to do
in life
the way YOU and every other person
would have wanted me to do
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Disgusted.
At my behavior at first.
But then at the "proper" behaviorisms portrayed by society.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
For every excuse you made
tell yourself you're wrong
because Jack says you're just a pussy (or chicken, w.e. noun you prefer. I just thought pussy is the best noun to articulate the mood I want to create. Even though it probably didn't work because it's just Jack. :-\).
^best advice in the world, believe me.
Just trust me.
I have reliable and justified sources.
You aren't allowed to know.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
I understand what a real friend is now
because some people don't give a shit if you need help.
They'll only help you when it doesn't feel morally correct not to.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
And some people don't understand life at all.
Go watch Fight Club.
Curse when YOU want to, not because someone else is doing it right in front of your face.
Read more.
I can't tell you what I read though.
Because it's forbidden by me (supposed to be everyone who knows, but it's leaked... well, that's how I know it, so maybe it was a good thing).
I come first.
The only other person before me is God.
He doesn't have to call it.
He's been there weaving this masterpiece in the first place.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Ha, you can't pull it off.
It's because you're not real enough.
You're not real with your words, actions, and motives.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
You know what?
Throw away the be "yourself" garbage.
What's the difference between getting into fights and learning how to street fight?
You learn the same thing except getting into fights feels more natural.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
I just noticed.
Although I may deny it
we are close.
As close as two twins.
The "usual" identical mind ones.
Identical because I'm not talking about the shared experiences close.
We kind of overlap in some areas.
We don't complement each other.
Actually, sometimes we do.
